Aseru (Yaoi) manga

Aseru (Yaoi)
Monchi Kaori 2005 released.
Drama / One Shot / Yaoi / Psychological
ch. 0(end)
23 voted


Kazuo is obsessed with his friend's older brother, Yuudai. When Tsutomu hits his Yuudai, stunning him, Kazuo decides to take advantage... and he doesn't care if either Yuudai or Tsutomu like it. (Warning: non-con)
Continued in 'Misshitsu' (also on Manga Fox).

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Aseru ch. 0(end)

Feb 19, 2012
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2014-08-03 06:21
Creepy but liked it.......

49 Topics

  1. fangirl November 23, 2014 1:21 pm


  2. emiri-chan July 13, 2014 10:59 pm

    creepy thing lol but i liked it

  3. Yaoi Fan May 26, 2014 8:45 am

    wow wtf did I just read. Shockingly I couldn't stop.

  4. yaoiluv May 25, 2014 7:46 pm

    this story and misshitsu r the side stories and this 1 Hana no Aru Seikatsu is the main story

    • yaoiluv May 25, 2014 10:48 pm

      ugh just finished reading Hana no Aru Seikatsu and its a completely diff story dont know why its listed as main story of misshitsu :(

  5. BAKA May 10, 2014 7:36 pm

    I hate how the younger brother tries to make himself seem like a victim. he keeps asking how his brother ended up like this, when he was the one that hit him with the bat in the first place. he's really annoying.

  6. Eye4 April 28, 2014 1:41 am

    I read this and then the Misshitsu... Anyone know what happened to the brother? Is there a follow up story on this showing the brother going insane

    • Eye4 April 28, 2014 5:38 am

      I mean he was pretty shocked at what he witnessed! Poor kid!

  7. Anonymous March 19, 2014 3:17 am

    this is good.. try reading
    youll like this lovestory even more

  8. Judo February 22, 2014 6:33 am


  9. kain January 18, 2014 4:54 am

    does any1 know if there's more 2 this!???? TT, TT

  10. ... January 13, 2014 6:01 pm

    No, just no ... this was not worth reading, do not recommend

  11. aya January 9, 2014 1:34 am

    Well, this was ... I don't know how to describe it :/ The little brother who watch and do nothing and he suddently think that his friend love his brother! (if it can be called love ;) )

  12. MAKK December 18, 2013 6:33 am

    Wow, this is really twisted. I mean, if you think about it, it is pretty fucked up. If you were in that position, even YOU would freak out, right?

    Man, if that happened to my brother, I would kick the diddly shit out of that dickhead and bury him in my backyard (in a figurative speech).

  13. BIGGEST FAN October 29, 2013 2:18 pm

    It was weird. The lil bro doing nothing sucked, being in his shoes felt so wrong... I don't know, it was dark (which I normally love) but it wasn't hot. Just plain wrong..

  14. Peacebringer October 18, 2013 6:04 pm

    hey u fuckards!!! dnt just talk about anything that comes in ur - i.e if u hv 1-brain!!!
    just kidding!!!

  15. Told you so :P July 25, 2013 1:08 am

    soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo like.... did they end up together........

  16. What? W-what? July 19, 2013 12:20 pm

    WARNING:basically a way too long version of my opinion on why this oneshot was super weird (okay to skip)..

    i actually really like deep and twisted psychological elements coupled with horror manga and other gory or 'odd' readable things because i have a label and know what i'm looking usually i am okay with brutality in yaoi, but this probably needs a 'psychological' label..
    i mean i can only say so for myself, but i don't take yaoi rape to heart really. it's more of an accessory to a story, and it's not like the television shows broadcasting into nearly every household in the country i live in are quite so sensored as they used to be. so being desensitized to this kind of thing (i also blame nursery rhymes), i don't take brutality in yaoi to heart and wouldn't follow it's example. if anything, it's a part of the story that i accept because it is in a story, but each time i see it it makes me realize how unrealistic the fairy tale endings that come after it are.. so usually i accept brutality as a story prop, but this one was kind of weird. it was weirdly realistic for a yaoi rape scene. i haven't read the second part, but disregarding some obvious flaws, it wasn't as frivolous and easy to ignore as other rape scenes... for example, the brother didn't get turned on after seeing what happened. he got traumatized and was very confused, especially about the fact that his brother was crying while being raped instead of being angry. i've seen yaoi scenes, even hentai scenes, where against their will and better judgement witnesses get turned on seeing their loved one raped. sometimes they are even coerced into joining in on the 'fun'. again, didn't read the rest..but at the end the boy's fragile 'senses' crumbled or something...and then there's the fact that the brother was crying. a fresh high school student, just got a new girlfriend. he suddenly gets into a second fight with his brother and his brother's friend (said they fought recently) and this time he is hit in the head with a bat by his younger bor and he's bleeding. maybe if a person had time to think about the situation they would be mad. but then the high school aged boy gets tied up by the two younger boys, one of them giving orders to the other in order to make sure the tied up high school boy couldn't escape. then he's raped...i would not be angry, i would be frightened and i would cry as a high schooler whether i was male or female. his weak crying and protest is another weirdly realistic element when coupled with the younger brother's obvious dread. an often overlooked POV from the younger brother/bystander (not innocent bystander i guess...) made the whole yaoi rape scene a lot creepier...there's a reason why yaoi rape scenes seem frivolous, only follow the point of view of the discombobulated rape victim, and generally follow a formula...
    ehhh i bet this was confusing...i will be happy if at least one person understands...

    • Anonymous July 25, 2013 12:41 am

      Dude... too long -.-"

    • Yuuma January 6, 2014 5:19 pm

      It is long, but easy to understand where you're coming from. I totally agree with you, on how this made me feel and it really did have some major realistic elements.

  17. yaoikpop WERE THE Y?????? May 23, 2013 12:48 am

    Funny Question were the brother get the Condom ????? Lmao

  18. yaoikpop WERE THE Y?????? May 23, 2013 12:46 am

    I like it, it was kinda dark with this "what the.." feel to it lol AND NOW IT'S A MUST TO READ THE OTHER HALF XD

  19. LuckyMochi May 3, 2013 7:49 am

    A bit disturbing, considering how your best friend is technically raping your older brother. If rape is a sensitive topic to you, you may not want to read this. Anywho, see the genre 'psychological' up there? It's there for a reason: the story is told by Tsutomu's pov. He witnesses the whole thing; and his mind can't process what's happening, thus the complication of his emotions. Which just makes this story even more deep and, well, more screwed up. It's surprisingly kinda dark, but that's actually a plus in my opinion.

    • anon May 3, 2013 7:56 am

      I think the characters are deep enough and delved into with their pasts enough that the rape though disturbing and abusive is not out of the blue random nor even really attempted to be justified with love or anything.....its not everyones kink, but i think it tells a deep complicated story.

    • anon May 3, 2013 8:00 am

      i mean if you read the other half of the story...

  20. fancycandy February 26, 2013 1:33 am

    I mean, if that's how you feel.....

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