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From when I was small, I always have a bad experience with boys, I never interact with them since I don't know what should I do, I don't like sport, I don't play games like LOL. At middle school, I went to an all girl school. Moreover I don't know how to get along with my brother. I tried to talk to him but everything I said seems to bother him, He won't answer me sometimes. As a result, every time a boy talk to me, I become really rude and don't know how to continue the conversation. To the point that dating is kinda impossible for me, since the thought of boys have a close relationship with me making me extremely uncomfortable, but I'm not a lesbian either, the thought of being close with a girl very good friend is also uncomfortable either.Σ( ￣□￣||)
With your brother, it just depends on how old he is.
Anyway, I'm assuming you want to date a boy, so why not try having a friend who's male and then tell him your situation. Find a guy who's understanding.
I understand how you feel, I had a hard time interacting with boys too at first. Now I'm in university, studying physics, so I'm one of the few girls there. Now I had to talk to them, and I found out it was just like talking to girls, except for the fact you can't talk with them about stuff like boys, shopping or make-up. There are a bunch of nice guys out there, and I'm sure that there are guys with a personality that suit yours
In my experience, it all changes at university too. I normally never talked to guys (didn't have good experiences, after one of my classmates told me he was going to rape me when I was fcking 12 years old) but then at university, there were more guys in my department than girls, and I had to talk to them eventually, and now it feels the same, talking to guys or girls. (=・ω・=)
I read a lot these days and I got hook to light novel. some light novel got adapted to manga/anime and light novel seems to have more detail so any recommendation? Not horror and yuri, any genre can but those two
tq (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/37437/ here are some bl stuff