Help me to die.

WHY??!?!?! But if you do want to kill yourself, first move to a country/state that actually allows suicide.... Why do you want to kill yourself???

go read some yaoi and think about it again
yaoi makes everything better :)

I Hope it's a prank ...

i know what it feels like, i`ve been there too.
life is hard and sometimes it hurts so much that you just want to end it all. but i am glad i didn`t make a hasty decision and robbed myself of the chance to turn the things around.
i can`t say i am the luckiest person ever now, but - stereotypical - my pain really lessened with time, distance and much deflecting (with reading books and manga).

now i see pain as a sign that i am alive and that there is still a shimmer of hope at the horizont, even if it seems too far away.

Don't make a permanent decision for a temporary situation.

a friend of mine copied me part of a songtext which now goes through my mind everytime i feel totally down:

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

I hope you're just pouting or expressing your frustration because no one should give up on their life. Life is really precious and we should make the best out of it. I don't know what put you in this state of mind or what kind of difficulties you've been encountering but surely there must be some things that you like, or want to get/ do/ discover, think about those things instead of those which make you become frustrated. Do you really want to give up on those things?
I've been down in the dumps before, I know how it is to give up, be sad, frustrated, angry, hating myself, the world and everything else but those were just situational/ circumstantial moments, I am really glad that I haven't given up. It is the thought of things I want to do and places I want to see which keep me going because I know that I can afford to dream, have ambitions and plan for my future. It helps to have a loving family and caring friends but if you don't, you can still manage to survive all by yourself and live to see another day.
I know from experience that when people are frustrated, they have gloomy thoughts. I've been there before and when my emotions settled down I was glad that my dark thoughts withered and that I didn't do something foolish or hasty. It sure is good to be living, it is a blessing, don't deny yourself that [and finally I hope you weren't serious at all, tell us you were just pouting! I hope you were!]

tell us why and more about you

If you do that you will hurt a lot of people because even if you can't see now I am sure there are at least one person that likes you and would miss you, probably a lot more. A parent, a relative, a friend, the aunt from the bakery to whom you just say "good day". You are a part of other people life and if you disappear there will be a hole where you was. Further more your life is an infinite amount of possibilities it is sad to prematurely destroy them. If you can't see any way out of the hell you fell you are living you can ask for help, others may be able to see the light you can't. But I sincerely wish you are just joking. And I wouldn't even be mad at it because of how much relieved I would be.

Man, I already wrote a reply and I am still worried about your post and can't stop thinking about it. I don't even know you but would already be sad if you really died and I couldn't do anything to help. So please tell us if it is a joke so that I can feel at peace. And if you are serious don't do anything harsh, look for help even if it hurts too much to even think. I am in a different country and will probably never see you but I don't like the idea that you wouldn't exist anymore there where you live.

I keep thinking "what if she drunk hot water?" T.T
the tought that I have read this post and that she could be died gives me the shivers...

Ufff! Mais qu'est-ce qu'il y a?! Si tu es en train de te moquer de nous c'est pas amusant.. Mais pourquoi publiquer cette sorte de message ici? Et pourquoi ne repondre non plus?! Peux-tu nous expliquer quelque chose s'il te plaît?

No. You want to kick the bucket, don't make other people responsible for it.

Step 1: Pick up your phone.
Step 2: Call the suicide hotline; here are the French ones: http://www.suicide.org/hotlines/international/france-suicide-hotlines.html
Step 3: Tell them how you feel.
Step 4: Don't commit suicide. As you can see, there are many people who care about you and nobody wants you to die. You have your whole life ahead of you and suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. And it won't solve your problems; you'll just be dead. It'll soon pass, whatever it is.

If that is not enough to dissuade you, then take in the fact that many attempts fail and the result will be a fate worse than death. Wanna jump off a bridge? You could live through it, but end up quadriplegic. OD? You could live through it and your liver will never be the same. Or other body parts. You might even suffer brain damage, who knows. If your kidney fails, you'll be hooked up to a dialysis machine for the majority of your life.

Whatever method you choose, it will probably be painful and it may not work. It is a bad idea all around. Although you feel suicidal now, you might not tomorrow. If you kill yourself today, that will never happen though. If you kill yourself, you will miss out on every bit of enjoyment there is to be had in this world. So chin up and wait to feel better. Or seek therapy if this is an ongoing thing. Think of your loved ones. How would you feel if one of them wanted to commit suicide? Horrible, right? Afraid and nauseous and heartbroken? You've only got one life; don't be so quick to end it.

Why do you want to do it anyway? What could be so bad that you'd rather die than have to deal with?

Hey Micky, I am the same "anonymous" from before. I can't take you out of my mind, this is the third time I've checked this subject in hope of a reply. There are people who are really worried about you and disturbed from your message :(

yeah, i am still worrying waiting for a comment of you too...

I've already read a lot of manga here but now this didn't have any influence for me.

Sorry but it's absoluty not.

Micky was it? I hope you reconsider this kind of thought...
How about you playing some horror games, maybe you could see that kind of scary ghosts, my neighbour used to tell me, if we do a suicide our soul can't go to heaven and they became a ghost D:

..... You can't Tell us what's The problem?

I know this. I think everytime to how people reacting if I die but it's not the same pain than me. My soul, my heart, everything in me is black and cold but if I don't smile, they're saying than i'm annoying. My life is shitty, but I can't explain this in english.

With me You Can speak French. ... it's batter than My English

Je vais t'écrire en français. Tout d'abord tu as raison, c'est pas l'endroit pour exprimer ce que je ressens mais je suis désespérée. Je ne peux parler à personne : ma mère est dépressive, ma petite et ma grande soeur aussi. Mon père veut se barrer et a déjà trompé ma mère.
Je suis assez jeune mais ma vision du monde est bien trop différente de quelqu'un de "normal". Je vois tout le monde de la même façon : blanc ou noir, grand ou petit, handicapé ou en pleine forme, beau ou moins, fille ou garçon,...
Ma meilleure amie (qui elle adore parler des gens dans leur dos) me le reproche. Je ne sais pas que je suis, je joue un rôle et porte un masque. Maintenant c'est fini pour moi.
Je n'est pas réflechi en postant ça... désolée de vous causez des problèmes en plus.
Désolée et merci.