After reading your comment, I read the manga. You're right, I really do feel nothing. I try to feel something else, anger, confusion, sadness etc, but nothing came up. I feel so empty.
He's pitiful, and I hope he finds someone else.
It's a prequel. It's just kind of interesting on its own, a different angle on things that's either ignored or people are simply unaware of. Don't Stay Gold and Saezuru are the stories of each of these boys. More than anything else, this story finally shows readers that he does, at his core, have something a bit closer to normal than his behavior leads the world to believe. It's seriously bricked in, but it's there. And he's aware of it. So it's quite endearing in that way, without being heart breaking (for me) because I know they each appear to find a better match for themselves, while still remaining constants in one another's lives. They make terrific friends. It's sweet, even if a bit twisted.
SM mild.. romance zero.... tragedy half ass.... twisted? lets Just say i dont feel anything...