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(⊙︿⊙✿) BL From Hell

a list of manga that makes you think "this is some messed up shit!"

rated M for Masochistic
'cause that's the kind of mind you'll need to get through some of these stories.

things you'll see on this list:
+violence & physical abuse
+s&m sex scenes
+abusive relationships
+rape, molestation, sexual abuse
+incest
+death & suicide
+other disturbing subjects

suggestions welcome in the comments~
All(150) / manga(150)

Killing Stalking

 9.3(1383 voted)
Complete
Author(s): koogi
Genre(s): Mature / Psychological / Horror / Drama / Webtoons

probably the top tier of fucked up manga with a BL theme. this manga contains graphic images of people being murdered and other violence so if you're uncomfortable with that you better avoid this. this story is about a guy named yoon bum who finds out the guy he's in love with/stalking has a dark secret and winds up being held captive in his home. contains graphic images of very unsexy and forced rape by a creepy old man in later chapters.

20 04,2017

Nii-chan (harada)

 8.1(206 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Harada
Genre(s): Psychological / Adult / Yaoi

one of the more disturbing ones. this is a story about a boy named yui who meets a creepy guy with mental issues he calls "nii-chan." this manga contains a lot of disturbing images as he's being molested by him so if you've had trauma or something it might be a good idea to avoid this story. i thought the most disturbing part was how it makes the pedo into the victim and justifies his perverted actions lol.

11 12,2015

Caste Heaven

 9.0(294 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): Ogawa Chise
Genre(s): Drama / Psychological / School Life / Yaoi / Smut

school setting about students who play a game where cards decide which group they fall under.

spoilers/content: rape, abuse, bullying/harassment/attempted gang rape, etc.

several days ago

Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai

 9.5(252 voted)
Ongoing
Author(s): yoneda kou
Genre(s): Adult / Drama / Mature / Yaoi / Smut

awesome yakuza manga about a cock loving masochist and a supposedly impotent guy who falls for him

spoilers/content: "rape", violence, etc.

several days ago

Choco Strawberry Vanilla

 8.4(151 voted)
Complete
Author(s): psyche delico
Genre(s): Drama / Psychological / Smut / Yaoi / Slice Of Life

two friends share everything together, including lovers

content: mainly smut/graphic 3way sex, some violence

several days ago

Ouji No Hakoniwa

 8.4(127 voted)
Complete
Author(s): ogawa chise
Genre(s): Drama / Yaoi

story about an ex-rich kid whose pervy butler holds him captive

several days ago

Ai O Kou Kemono

 6.8(501 voted)
Complete
Author(s): hakutou noriko
Genre(s): Yaoi / Drama / School Life / Tragedy

student lusts after his broody and aloof younger classmate who appears to be into his father

spoilers/content: incest, smut, sad/tragic ending

several days ago

Koi No Mannaka

 8.5(305 voted)
Complete
Author(s): matsumoto miecohouse
Genre(s): School Life / Yaoi

another manga in a school setting. story is about a naive boy who has a crush on his classmate who ends up using him for sex.

spoilers/content: mental abuse, s&m type stuff

several days ago

Jikan Akima Jinbutsu

 7.3(892 voted)
Complete
Author(s): RINNO Miki
Genre(s): Yaoi

a bunch of creepy one-shots with crazy plot twists.

spoilers/content: murder, rape, manipulation, mental illness, etc.

several days ago

Escape (kyuugou)

 7.4(475 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Kyuugou
Genre(s): Drama / Mature / One Shot / Yaoi

convenience store worker has a crush on salaryman customer, roommate does not approve

spoilers/content: rape and abuse

several days ago

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Messages

Huh April 24, 2024 6:37 am

I thought like demons from hell and now I need therapy

lockhae March 28, 2024 11:50 am

Hey, I just remember 1 scene, but I forgot the manhwa name.
The scene goes like this, uke got bondaged/raped/toyed. Then with his hand still tied
the uke wants someone's dick. Then someone (I think it's not the seme), stick his dick, but the uke still asking, 'why don't you give me dick?'. Turns out, that someone's dick is so small that the uke doesn't feel anything.

Does anybody know this?

Prettae September 23, 2022 7:17 pm

This list is gold

Maddufuckin~sadist July 18, 2021 10:23 am

I dont like smut but i go to lists like this

rensiiyuu May 5, 2021 7:34 pm

I TOTALLY love your list, you describe all of the fics short but accurate. Tetsu x rika fic left me feeling so twisted

Meowww January 12, 2021 9:35 am

Anyone know of the manga where a boy is actually somewhat of a slave to an old man and then that old man brings another young small boy to be brothers with the older boy and then that older boy starts hating the young boy because he thought he might steal the old man

Sup. I'm holy water January 13, 2021 2:44 pm

It's called Ten Ten Shiro Shiro

Meowww January 13, 2021 2:52 pm
It's called Ten Ten Shiro Shiro Sup. I'm holy water

Yes you know i did a hell lot of account change and then found it yesterday lol

UNO October 28, 2020 4:47 pm

WHY IS JAPAN OBSESSED WITH INCEST I SWEAR TO GO-

theworstpersononemars September 29, 2020 11:22 pm

thx for hilariouse list! feeding lamb and ks were esspicially funny i o(^▽^)o

aoisuke July 15, 2020 9:59 am

Anybody know a list of Yaoi S&M??

Abrahel August 23, 2020 4:16 pm

I wanna know too if you find out...

KamiSama8000 November 15, 2019 9:16 pm

This is a good sh*t guys
Wow I wanna get pierced too

Fck it up Seokjin October 6, 2019 8:57 am

Yanno Banana Fish? I mean it's old but gold still (● ̄(エ) ̄●)

wigdog666 April 8, 2020 8:33 am

ok but like it's not a BL from hell

Fck it up Seokjin April 8, 2020 12:29 pm
ok but like it's not a BL from hell wigdog666

It's hell since it's hurts me physically (/TДT)/