Dear me, why hadn't you read this?!!! It was so sweet. The only thing missing is an extra about the first couple... a sexy scene would have been even better.
First Love .. Oh, that fearful desire to be embraced by someone and to be his/her entire world.However, Mario strikes me as weak and a stalker. You can not follow people like that and you can not force your emotions.. After reading so many Manga of the Yaoi Genre, I started to be selective about those with real melodramatic emotions or with interesting background. This one is a disappointment because I expected more of this Sensi-student relationship. I expected boundaries to be broken, rules to be shaken and I expected the social dilemma of being with a student to be unnerving. I wanted the adult to be an adult and acts accordingly, but it was a weak story.
The second additional story about the servant had promise, but it was rushed. The dialogue was really good and the internal struggle of being a divorce which can be seen as failure may affect new relationship because of the fear of being rejected again!
I got secondhand embarrassment everytime tge uke got dumped. The uke definitely a M. 1.Teacher x student. Teacher is expressionless cold and straightforward, student is persistent and pretty shameless. 2. Housekeeper from first couple x the guy that seme from first couple slept once. I like this seme
A good story, a lot of angst & deep thinking. A mix of someone serious about relationships & others who have are very loose, one night stands mostly, nothing serious.
I thought I would not enjoy it I mean first story people sensei x student is funny but uke was very stubborn to the core , I cannot with him he embarrassed me so bad and as for seme (sensei) he is cold and rude and more like blunt , but I liked 2nd couple more , I hoped tht they should have their story at least sex scenes ಥ‿ಥ But doesn't matter I liked it .
Expressionless seme meets stalker uke. Morio an high-schooler falls in love at first sight with his chemical teacher, a stoic and cold man, that bases his "love" relationships only on one night stands. One day the boy, sees Saeki (the teacher), having sex in a classroom with another student. Saeki knows Morio is there, but he doesnt stop, and after his partner leaves, he goes near Morio's hiding place and tells him that he should understand he is not like all the other teenagers, but that he too likes men. From that moment on Morio, starts to understand that maybe is for this, that when he went out with his first gf, he couldnt go all the way with her. Morio without shame, tries all the time, to confess his love to Saeki, but all the time the teacher tells him, that btw them there cant be anything, that he is not a man that can love but wants only one night stands and all the time rejects Morio with harsh words. The boy never gives up... (a bit annoying and with no pride...) Saeki pissed, one time pushes the boy down and tells him that he will have sex with him, but to not expect a love confession from him after. Morio wants to be touched by Saeki but not like this, so refuses and leaves. Days later things change, and Morio decides to have sex (his first time)with Saeki. They start a sort of relationship, but Morio is still insecure, since Saeki never uses words of love or expresses his feelings, but stays cold all the time.
To make it short.
Morio becomes friend with the boy we see at start, the one that was having sex with Saeki. Thanks also to his help(indirect), Saeki starts to understand that he cares about Morio, more than he can express with words. He becomes jealous and possessive when he sees the 2 boys together, something he had never been with his previous lovers, and when the other boy kisses Morio he actually gets angry. Morio finally understands that also if Saeki isnt good with words, the man really cares about him, a thing also Saeki explains to him, telling him that he never wants to let Morio go. The story was simple, but i found it interesting.
The last chapters are about Morio's friend and Saeki's housekeeper. The story starts after they graduated and Morio is still with Saeki and we see they are in love. The other boy is a bit envious, since he would like to be loved like this, but the only thing he was able to do till now, was hide himself behind one night-stands. Luckly for him, he meets the "housekeeper"(forgot his name), and the older man will change him. Happy end for them too, but i didnt like this story so much.
